Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Crossing an emotional valley...

Life...life...life
Sometimes it would be so much simplier if God could just 'beam me up'. I have had so many minor frustrations as of late that everything has started to feel MAJOR rather than minor.
First, our home has been on the market for 5 weeks now and has had only 1 viewing--that couple actually wanted something more rural ao nothing came of it. this is such a huge frustration because of the immense amount of work I have to invest in keeping the house 'show ready' with 2 children and 3 dogs. Praise God that our contingent offer was accepted for another 30 days but there is no certainty that the market will turn in our favor within the next time allowance either. I would feel better if some people would just come look--and give some feed back! Is it the school district? the neighborhood? The price? or is it just a bad time in the market! Grrrrrr
I started a part-time job which is such a blessing and really not bad stress but at the same time it requires my attention and time--which I dont always feel like I have to give with everything else that has been going on.
I also just found out that I have to get a mamogram and an ultrasound for a lump in my right breast. Not something you want to be thinking about when you are 28.
Money has been trying at best lately. Jason was sick for 3 months. The three of us girls all had to go to doctor. Combine copays with meds and the 15% for Jason's 3 procedures and my head is ready to explode!
I just keep singing..
Jehovah Jireh--you grace is sufficient for me for me for me
Jehovah Jireh, my provider--your grace is sufficient for me.
My God will supply all my needs according to his wishes in Glory...
Jehovah Jireh my provider--his grace is sufficient for me...

I lean on Him and maintain faith all will be well....sometimes are just harder than others
pray for our house to sell to relieve some of the financial pressure and also for health for our family.
Love you all.

1 comment:

pdwyer569 said...

I'm hoping your ok. Let me know.