One of those days...
So I am having one of those days where i think...Did i take my medication this morning? I mean seriously, i feel like i could tear someones head off, and scream, and cry, and collapse, and need to be held, and want to eat milk and cookies...or drink a bottle of wine all by myself...all at the same time. I am struggling with so many emotions. Some I am sure are legitimate responses and the others...not so sure. I feel overlooked, left out, unwanted. Sometimes I feel bothersome and annoying and obsurd. Then on the otherhand I feel unheard, unused and over used all at the same time by different people. I am having a hard time creating my NO! I am having a hard time not being bitter and wearing my feelings on my sleeve. Why dont I matter? What arent my needs and wants considered? Why is my time unimportant? Why are my desires ridiculous? Why does no one ask my my desires in the first place? Why are relationships so difficult? Why does my mother hate me? Why is it that I am supposed to drop...